were under my care. Now, no matter what they do, it concerns me. You're now saying I shouldn't interfere Brother, are you trying to force me to return them to you"Feng Ming furrowed his brows, "Brothe...Only An Xue Tang's commands left Yun Si and Ning'er feeling awkward and helpless.
Both of them couldn't possibly agree, but the princess... she truly didn't know how to explain this.
"You guys... at least say something."
An Xue Tang saw that the two of them didn't respond at all, and her heart was pounding with anxiety.
She didn't think that Mo Junyi's experiences in her dream would just be a nightmare. She now deeply felt that Mo Junyi and Yun Wu and the others must have gotten into some trouble.
Before, she could comfort herself that they hadn't sent any word because they were trying to avoid those enemies, to keep their whereabouts a secret.
She can't even comfort herself anymore, knowing that she already had such a horrible nightmare tonight and the sudden pain in her abdomen before going to sleep. She has no way of believing Mo Jun Yi is okay.
If she wasn't heavily pregnant and unable to move around easily, she would have gone looking for the person herself.
Yun Si and Ning'er couldn't help but respond. At this moment, Yun Si suddenly knelt on one knee and bowed, "Please forgive me, Your Highness. After much deliberation, I still cannot follow your orders."
"!"
Before An Xue Tang could speak, Ning'er and Shou'er both imitated Yun Si, kneeling on one knee.
"Please forgive my offense, Your Highness. I cannot obey your command."
"...."
Even the script doesn't change.
"You..."
An Xue Tang's heart was filled with helplessness, her face flushed red at this moment, as if the person in front of her had deeply angered her. After holding back for half a day, she finally managed to squeeze out a sentence:
"So, you are truly not going to listen to me"
Little did she know that the moment her words left her lips, the three of them fell to their knees, banging their foreheads against the ground and chorused in unison, "Please punish us, Your Highness."
"!"
An Xuetang only felt a deep sense of powerlessness. So, they would rather punish themselves than follow her instructions
If she didn't have a child in her belly, she would pack her bags immediately and go find Mo Junyi without looking back. But now she knows that many people outside the palace are desperately trying to kill her.
She wants to use her to control Mo Yunjing. If she goes out now, she'll be walking into a tiger's den. Not only will she be unable to find Mo Junshi, but she'll also cause Mo Yunjing a lot of trouble.
At this very moment, she finally understood what true powerlessness felt like.
Now I finally understand why Mo Yunjing didn't want children back then, and didn't want her to get pregnant so soon.
It turns out that pregnancy comes with so many restrictions.
Before she got pregnant, her life hadn't been this out of control.
If she were just an ordinary woman, perhaps her heart wouldn't be filled with so much helplessness and resentment.
Because if she were truly ordinary, capable of nothing, she wouldn't keep imagining, over and over again, that if she weren't pregnant, she could have helped Mo Yunjing.
If she were not pregnant, Mo Yunjing would not have disregarded his own safety and left so many Yun family soldiers in the capital to protect her.
If she wasn't pregnant, she would know Mo Junyi was in danger now and would have packed her bags to go find him herself.
She...could hardly even manage herself. Now pregnant with six children, she had no time to spare, let alone help Mo Yunjing or rescue Mo Juniyi from danger. Right now, whether the two children in her womb could be born safely was a question.
Now, she experienced this kind of exhaustion for the first time, feeling like she was suffocating at any moment, powerless and helpless, more so filled with sorrow. Sorrow that she shouldn't be like this, that she shouldn't be unable to help, but the result was still nothing she could do.
Although her mind was brimming with ideas for incredibly lethal weapons, due to various constraints, she was only able to create explosives and little else.
But even after painstakingly developing the explosives, under enemy suppression, she couldn't even collect the raw materials needed to make them.
Each and every occurrence was suffocating her.
After she moved to Beijing, especially after becoming pregnant, she hardly ever left Jingtang Garden. She rarely went out to other parts of the mansion.
She was like a bird trapped in a cage, suffocating.
She kept telling herself day and night that things would be better once the baby was born, once Mo Yunjing came back.
Now she really feels like she's reaching her limit.
Suffocating, miserable, it's just too painful.
Every single thing was like five-fingered mountains, pressing down on her so that she could barely breathe.
Yun Si, Ning'er, and Shou'er still thought that An Xue Tang would definitely get angry, have a huge outburst, and find a way to make them all obey her orders.
Unable to hear a response from An Xuetang after waiting for a while, Ke San waited patiently. However, Ning'er heard her mistress’s increasingly rapid breaths.
She felt something was wrong. After waiting for a moment, she suddenly raised her head.
He immediately saw that his own queen was gradually losing control of her emotions, her breathing becoming very rapid. Right now, she had her hand pressed against her chest, making it look like she was having difficulty breathing.
Ninger was astonished and frightened. She couldn't care about anything else, and cried out in panic, "Your Highness!"
She sprang up instantly, not caring whether An Xue Tang would refuse, and immediately supported the tottering An Xue Tang, "What's wrong, Your Highness"
Yun Si and Shou'er instantly changed color upon hearing Ning'er's voice, and at the same moment rose to rush to An Xue Tang's side.
Shouer and Ning'er supported An Xuetang, one on each side, calling out in unison, "Your Highness"
An Xue Tang only felt her head was dizzy. She seemed to hear Ning'er and Shou'er's panicked voices. She moved her lips, wanting to respond to the two.
Mingming tried his best to widen his eyes, but he still saw nothing but darkness. Everything was pitch black. His body was gradually losing strength and he felt like he had no control over it.
Gradually, I lost consciousness.
An Xuetang suddenly fainted, and Ning'er and the others were instantly scared pale.
"Your Highness What's wrong, Your Majesty"
Ninger shouted twice, seeing that her own princess was unconscious. She pushed Shou'er aside and then scooped An Xuetang into her arms, rushing towards the room while shouting to Shou'er who was following behind, "Bring the medical kit!"
Shour turned and rushed toward their village leader's room, the medical kit in hand.
At this moment, Kang'er in Fengming House had already heard the commotion. Before she could run a few steps, Kang'er rushed out carrying a medical kit.
The two rushed into An Xuetang's room.
Ning'er had already placed An Xue Tang on the bed, and now she was pinching her acupoints at the center of her forehead and tiger's mouth, calling out 'Your Highness' incessantly.
It's a shame that An Xue Tang had no consciousness at all, and pinching her on the acupoints of the center of her brow and tiger's mouth was useless.
"But at this very moment, Kang'er trembled and said, "What should we do Blood... The princess… she's bleeding!"entury.An Xuetang's eyes never left Feng Ming. No one in the room made a sound, and the eerie silence lasted for about three minutes before Feng Ming finally moved.He let out a pained groan, and every...